Aung,
This year you will turn 35. But you are not with us anymore. You are far away from us, at someplace way better than this dunia. I believe you are doing good over there, while watching us.
Aung,
I misses you. Always. I still could not get over the fact that you are not here, living in the same world. I dont like the fact that whenever people ask, I tell them that I only have four siblings now. I hate the fact that my 'aung' is not with me anymore. I hate that I still cry whenever I think of you, of our final moment together.
Aung,
Alang is getting married soon. I bet if you are still here, you will be as busy as you were during Kakak's time. You will be busy managing this and that to ensure everything will go smoothly. You will be busy asking Mama about the preparation. You will give advice about this and that as we are not really experienced in handling weddings.
You must be very happy, kan Aung, that Alang is finally settling down with the love of his life. You must be very proud that Alang is finally taking over a huge responsibility, and be a man, soon. You know, Angah is happy, too. Eventhough he is quite sad that Alang is overtaking his turn, but I'm sure he is so proud of him. Dont ask about me. Hahaha. I am beyond happy.
Aung,
Thank you for everything you have done for us. Thank you for everything! I am sorry that I am not yet a great adik for you and others. Believe me, I am still learning. Learning to live, to survive in this world. And I am still learning to be the best achu for your kids (Emir, Sarra, and Umar), as well as Kakak's kids (Syifa' and Khalid).
You know, Emir is a big boy now. He is very responsible, taking care of his adiks. Sarra, too. Even sometimes they are too annoyed with Umar's behavior. Hahaha. Kids, kan? Umar is very manja. Manja with everyone. Oh, he cant live without beyblade, brother. Kak Cha said he will ask her to buy new beyblade everyday without realising that his beyblade is two bags full, already.
Oke, enough, lah. I dont want to be sad. Let us be happy. Hahah. Semoga syurga untuk Aung. Aminn.
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