Heyya!
Have you guys ever experience the situation where you are comfortably being alone, having little to no one to talk to every day. Then, suddenly there's someone try to crash in your bubble, try to be friend with you, check on you frequently, until you feel overwhelmed with the feelings of having a FRIEND? And then, one day, that one friend is busy with their personal matter, with their things. Being busy until they forget to check on you? How do you feel?
I feel sad. I dont know why. But it is upsetting. And I feel frustrated / disappointed as well. Disappointed with my self for letting all that to happen as I already know that people are not going to be by your side as frequent as you want. They have their life. They have their things to do. I know I am not supposed to feel this way. But... Hm.
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